season…

lately, i have been spending so much time with my friends…hanging out & getting drunk…

i just dont know if im just getting away from something…

trying to drown myself with fun…trying to forget…or maybe trying my best not to be alone…

being born as an only child…i feel like i have always been alone…

and finding that someone i could share my life with seems like an endless struggle…

oftentimes i really get tired, really get sick…sick of the same shit everyday…

but what choice do i have? nothing!!!???

i want change…but dont know where or how to start…

i have been to many places already…hoping that somehow things would be different…

but still it is all the same…same people…just different faces and different names…

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sometimes i just close my eyes…hoping that everything is nothing but a bad dream….

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~ by blindolf on March 13, 2007.

One Response to “season…”

  1. trying to drown myself with fun…trying to forget…or maybe trying my best not to be alone—- I thought being alone and being lonely are 2 different ideas… hahahaha…but you have proven me wrong…
    Seriously…as I have always told you, you’re not getting any younger my friend. Take time to unwind, find yourself, follow your heart, and let go of your excess baggages..lol…

    Like your blog pare!!!! kepp ’em coming!

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