boredom on weekends…

cyril-the-human-torch.jpgits almost 5am saturday morning…my week ends again…

ito ang mahirap sa mga taong panggabi…you work so hard at night, bottomless coffee, never ending yosi…sabi nga ng doktor ko konti pa daw at magkakasakit na ako…but WTF, it’s where the money is…

speaking of money…i was informed that we will be getting our salary until monday…tama ba yun? weekend walang sweldo…pano ang inuman? syet tutunganga ba ako tonight? for almost 2 years now…saturday nights have always been my time for myself…kaya nga di ako halos maka-ipon sa kagagala twing sabado ng gabi…im not sure if its because i no longer sleep at night…i dont wanna get bored…or im just really restless…

restless…potah naikot ko na yata buong pilipinas, worked in cebu, cagayan de oro, samar, manila…and often times i feel something is still missing…i go and hang-out in noisy places to drown myself with fun…temporary fun…so that in someway id be able to forget all those unpleasant things in mylife…things that i cannot change no matter what i do…

it’s so hard when you struggle to make a difference…to do your best to set things right…to put things in order…then in the end ikaw pa ang masama? eh ang sarap pag-untugin ng mga gagu…why cant they just get out of my life and leave me in peace…or why cant i get out from theirs…no matter what i do im really stucked…

ahhhhh!!!!pano ba to???? i think im loosing my mind now…

tagay na nga lang to….

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~ by blindolf on March 9, 2007.

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